i've always had someone tell me that where i was now is okay, and that wherever we are, is where ever we are.

and i've had someone tell me different.

but, all i want right now,
is,
well fuck,
i want everything.
but,
that's not reality.
i want a cigarette, and the joy of being young.

that's all for tonight.
i need to step out for a cigarette.