welp,

that was some bullshit,

actually maybe it wasn't.

i don't think it was, but for the time being i'd like to call it that.

and maybe a little later i look back and tell myself that without bullshit we wouldn't have the colorful flowers and the green grass.

after all, they do use manure for planting things right?

i get it now.

i'm finally coming to terms with understanding that you can't always get what ya want.

as much as i attempt to drown it out

it's buoyancy is in a rage to surface the question of truth

i forgot why i was drowning it in the first place

luggage

i'd say that i'd like to have my luggage back,

i've been waiting for two familiar bags.

my ride is here, and we've been waiting at this baggage claim for some time now.

who needs luggage?

i laughed at myself when i thought back to when i believed i needed it.

who needs luggage

i am a sunken ship resting in a field of jasmines.