welp,

that was some bullshit,

actually maybe it wasn't.

i don't think it was, but for the time being i'd like to call it that.

and maybe a little later i look back and tell myself that without bullshit we wouldn't have the colorful flowers and the green grass.

after all, they do use manure for planting things right?

i get it now.

i'm finally coming to terms with understanding that you can't always get what ya want.

as much as i attempt to drown it out

it's buoyancy is in a rage to surface the question of truth

i forgot why i was drowning it in the first place